annum innum

                                                       Annum Inuum  
                                       
                                                     Valare nalukalk shesham ,njan avale pinneum kandu .Nalukal enn paraumbol 3 varshangal aval enneum kandu.

 Avalude nottam , aa nottathil theshyamano ? Veruppano? ..Atho ishttamano nirann nilkunnath enn enik manasilakunnilla ,

                          Annum innum.

 Avalude mudi izhakal innu nannai neendirikkunnu . Avalude kannukalille neelima vardhichirikkunnu 
Ennal athonnum enne aakarshichirunnilla. Avalude chundukallanu.aa punjiriyann enne akarshichirunnath.
                               Annum innum.

Ath innu kooduthal chumannirikkunnu. Aa punjirikk madhuryam koodirikkunnu. Avale orth njan chilavazhicha rathrikal . Ethra thavana njan avale canvas l pakarthi? Aval athrakku sundariyano? 
Arilla enthayalum aval enikk deva kanyake polle thonnichu.Aval enne kanunnathnu mumb thanne  njan avale kandirunnu aswadichirunnu. avalude adyathe nottam athmavinne choozhnnedukkum pole enthinnairunnu aval enne thirinnu nokkiyath? Arilla.
                            Annum innum.
 Aval ente sneham manassilakan njan enthellam cheithu? But aval enne manassilakilla. Ente snehathe aval angeekarichilla.
                                              Avalk othri lekshyangal undenn parajnu athinn pranayam oru thadassamannennu parajnu. Ennitt aa idavazhiloode nadannakannu. Aval enthinanganne parannu enn enik arilla.
                          Annum innum.
               Njan pittenn  avalude munbil ethi.
     ''Enne manssilayo?'' Njan chodichu.
     '' Angane  marakkan pattillallo? 
Avalude marupadi enne athphuth peduthi. innu aval oru ammayann orupad kurunnukalude ; kristhuvinte manavatti. Kristhuvinte orupad manavattimaril oruval.
      Njan chodichu,
               ' Nee enne orikkalenkillum snehichittundo? Aa hridayathinte konnil evidenkillum njanundairunno?'
         Avaludekannil ninnu randitt kanneerannu vannath.
             '  Oru stree ethrayokke agrahichallum chillathonnm nedan kazhilla. Karanum avalude jeevitham mattu chilathine okke asraychirikkunnu.  Avalkk palappozhum agrahicha jeevitham polum kittilla'
                                  Njan avalle manassilakkirunnilla.
                           Annum innum.
 But now i can uderstand. Aval enne othiri snehichirunnu. Pakshe  ennodulla sneham muzhuvan aval ullil othukki jeevitham muzhuvan erinju thhrthu. 
          'Karthavinnu manavattimar othriun. Ente manavattiyakan porunno koode?' Njan ente kai neeetti.
Avalude kaikal enteyadukkalekk neendu. pakshe aval avalude kaikal pin valichu thante manavalanne orthittennonam.  Thollilek vannu veena vellail neela varakalullasari thalailoode ittu kond aval nadannakannu. Ann aa idavazhilood poyathu pole. But innu njan avale manasillakkunnu. A

val enne manassilakkirunnathinnekal ere.

      JITHA JOSE
22/12/2012
Saturday

ORU KADHAKARANTE MARANAM Meshail kidakunna ente pusthakangal enne parihasikkukayanannu thonni. Ente kadha samaharangal, etho bhranthmaya nimishathil njan ezhuthi koottiya kavithakal.Ellam enne parihasikukayann .Manass pathari pokunnu . njanothri vedanichezhuthiya kadhakal. ellam,ellam enne kuttam vidhikunnu. oro kadhaum njan ezhuthumbozhum njan marikukayan . Athile kadhapatrathinte vethana entaum vedanayakunnu. Palappozhum ente hridayam pilarnnu pokum. Ente oro srishttium enne kollunnu. Phone bell adichu ammayannu.

Mone meera presavichu penkujnanu. Ninne polaya avalum.

Marupadi paraythe njan phone vechu.

Athe njan pinneum marichu.